Sunday, May 24, 2009


Jz got out from my bentley!anybody wants a ride?hehehehe

Saturday, May 23, 2009

The Road not taken

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-Robert Frost-

the poem has always been one of my favorites....
i always believe that an art, literature especially, every piece of art is a living organism...a human who finds eternity...soul
and that is why i believe artist could live forever.
and behind every great art, there's a ghost protecting them....and they will hunt those who could capture and interpret the art...although i believe, it is not their intention to harm, just want to be friends...somehow it is kinda hard to perfectly interpret the hidden message in every art...

yes i have been haunted by those freaky ghost
The Road Not Taken is one my favorite ever since my secondary schooling years...
i felt related to it

it is because, i have always want to be different from anyone else around me

up until now, i hate listening to music common people listen to....

the biggest decision in my life was to study what i have been studying like hell now...

somehow i doubt whether it is the right choice....while i was trying and busting my ass off to be it worth it?

maybe being a commoner is better....stay ordinary...stay happy...and still, be rich

but choosing the road less traveled by, i have to go through obstacles..just because i hate to be usual.....

but sometimes the road less traveled by could get us nowhere....maybe we'll be the victim of hungry tigers, maybe we'll die drowning, maybe, we'll starve to death

sometimes the common road guarantee us the consequences...we can see the results...and it is definite, never a maybe....

and i doubt whether the road i abandon could lead me to ecstacy?

I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. -Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

View of life

i found someone to talk to
about my problems...the battle in me

so i went to this wise man

me: sir...there's a battle in me...'A' which is fighting with 'B' and 'C' inside me...three of us are equally strong...but if this fight is going to last for the longest period...i need to know..i, need to decide whoever among them will be me...though 'A' is me...'B' and 'C', both of them are parts of me...i have to choose damnit!!!!

wise guy: 'B' is the guy....

me: why is that?

wise guy: 'B' came before 'C' aite? so priority should be given to whoever came first...let B dominate

me: but 'C' is wilder...wilder side of me

wise guy: let 'B' take control

me: what about 'A'? 'A' is me.....

wise guy: 'A' is you...but dont human always want to be someone else at times?

me: mmmmmmmmmmmmm...what i need the most is help!!!

If you woke up at a different time, in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?- Fight Club

Sunday, May 17, 2009


It's the end for the most miserable and boring concert i have ever watched 21 years of my life

i have always watched the reality show AF for the past six years but not the recent season...

from my opinion, Hafiz is the only talented singer in the academy...and Aril is the pet student for the teachers...

from my observation just now, Hafiz didnt do his best but still was the best among all other lousy contestant...he was give tough songs, a slow sleepy new song for him.

Aril on the hand got a catchy song for his new song and a hits from Padi to perform which i think he still did not deliver it well though the song is proven an easy song

i didnt care at all....any one of them win wont affect me...

i am always a fan of Stacy,Mila and Zahid...and Rubisa....wait....i thought i said i didnt watch it...:p

Saturday, May 16, 2009


I was having tea meal just now with both VIP in my life..Mama and Papa..

it was windy, we were having our goreng pisang with some chit chatting added to the flavor and of course, gossiping to add more spices in our meal ^_^

suddenly the word Adam uttered from my papa's mouth...hohoohoh he missed the grandchild so much that he constantly said "Tok Burn nk sapu ubat" while immitating my nephew's speaking tone and gestures in his mind. And he said something quite funny that sounds a bit like this "if i have a private jet, i'll fly to penang every day to meet Adam and Cik Esah" hohhohoho....

recent update from Penang, it was discovered that My Brother's helper was caught lying while upsizing her boobs by doing nothing at my brother's home....

what i meant was...she was caught doing nothing the whole nephew was still wearing his night attire and the same frigging diapers which already contained full of shits...

from the words from my Mama, i knew the helper had been punished...what was the punishment? Carutan luar dalam...

hahahahaha i was laughing when i heard that....

come on bro...that wasnt mean....

my suggestion:
1. cut her salary
2. cut all her connection with outside world...especially to the families back there
3. let her starve...i bet she had not been feeding food to my nephew and niece..
4. let her eat the shit

yeah...i'm i'm not....
if i am, i would say..."damn you bitch...for god sake you'll end up being a whore in the streets of uptown!!!!oh are not qualified.Pimp wouldn want you"

When I became a man I put away childish things, including the fear of childishness and the desire to be very grown up- C.S Lewis

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Mirror O Mirror

lately i wasnt in my best shape....
i need my beauty sleep..and the weather was so damn hot these few days...
i havent been eating anything at all for the time being...
nothing is edible for me anymore....
everybody had the same perception...."oh, mok is on diet?seiously...are you on diet mok?"
geez guys...i told you so i'm not...i never give a damn about my weight...and i'm bloody serious...hell yeah

these few days, life had been harsh...tough...and frankly, i hate it...but still, i faced it like a shot....

what i want to tell might sound a little silly....and maybe most people would say, i live in the state of denial...a fantasy, a dream that i wish was true...very true...or maybe they would say, i'm a psycho, or maybe i just wanted to feel great...maybe i need some help...maybe....

i know someone has been stalking me...following me everywhere i go...
a 167cm young man...very handsome...
the problem is, everytime i faced this fella...he would try to imitate me...every inch of my movements.....i felt violated....its a harrassment....why would such a handsome guy like that stalked me...a super straight man....

the truth is:
Mr Depp, Mr Pitt and Mr Mok is fighting inside me.....who will dominate?

"All there is to thinking is seeing something noticeable which makes you see something you weren't noticing which makes you see something that isn't even visible." -Norman MacLean

Friday, May 8, 2009


every month i would suffer from mouth ulcer and it kills me every time i have to bear the pain. No more pleasure from eating nasi lemak. It is early may,and i suffer again.

May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face. And may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.-George Jung

Monday, May 4, 2009

How the hell did i get my love letter?

it was wednesday
i would say a very gloomy wednesday
in the rocky jungle of shamelin
my pair of ears had to endure
listening to screams of painful pain
that i dont know anyone would imagine...
the sound that proved to be
such an irk and nuisance in my life

i was annoyed...

later, the man over the trembling painful voice
came to me,
with tears that i saw
him trying hard to hold
and yes i know,
i had to do something

sent him away

let him be,
among those with the disease,

let him see
those who suffer and suffer mentally..

yes, let him be...

let him
consult the modern witch,

let him be cured so
my ears wouldnt have to bear
listening to
the sinful swearing and painful act....

i was all fired up,
to sent this man away,
to where he should be..

i sent him away to the infirmary,
but how Mr Bad Luck loved me,
he was returned to me

he wasnt that sick to be sent here,
they said....

and yet again,
i had to give full credit to my ears,
to bear,once again
the flying uncle charlie kite's word over and over again

now, the devil in me was kicked away
by a little angel in hiding
who shines a bit in my heart

so, there was whiteness in me for the moment
a very small spot on the dark black heart of me

with all the compassion
i sent him away to a special place
where the modern witches is
the best in what they did

and so
all witch could do was
gave the man
a packet of drug
to help him lose conscious
and to help the neurons lie to the brain
and yes,
to take the pain away, away, away

i knew,
i'll be back home in any minutes
with hours to spend
Princess Night in my dream

with my mighty silver
four wheel faster than a cheetah ride
i rushed to go home

the thought of
seeing Night
the lady of my life
forced me,
to be faster than
any other moving object
on the planet

and yes, i forgot
a safety measure
a precaution
an assurance that i'll be completely
sane and alive
with no injuries
and complete parts on my bodies
after riding my machine

i wasnt aware of that
why would i?
with my skills
i'll be safe


i was stopped by a man
who had more power than me
who caught me molesting the law

and was too turned on with my act
that he gave me a love letter...

saying he had the greatest
and the best hope
for me
to reply it
as soon as possible


i said

i will,
i will,
i will,


Semua benda kena ikhlas, baru berkat-anon

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Pemain Cinta

I've just got back from Terengganu...visiting my Kampong...and it was damn hell of a long drive to get there hahahahah

and now i'm tired and i need some rest

and yeah, along the way, my ear has captured the beautiful music and lyrics performed by adaband
after so long they came out with this new single...
the last time i remember it was Karena Wanita Ingin Dimenerti....and now music lovers out there...try listening to this new tune by adaband, Pemain Cinta...

download from here

syak.....later'i'll do your tag k

Oh My God..I've been tagged3

Assign by shark grrrrrrr

1. Anda rasa anda hot?
of cours

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda?

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
the most beautiful place i had ever been to..fantastic

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
Domino's the one yg maser post match party tuh

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar? Pemain Cinta -Adaband (i've been listening to it hundreds of time

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
Face book

7. Selain name sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dengan nama apa?


8. Tag lagi 6 org?
Si Perot Bulat
Soot Van Der wick
Cik Sarah
Bob Haziq

9. Siapa no.1 pada anda?

10. Org no.3 ada hubungan dgn sesiapa?
How would i know

11. Kata sesuatu mengenai org no.5?
Kuat tido pnya orang

12. Bagaimana pula org no.4?
i had fun reading her blog..macam tulis diari atas blog hahahaha dh rr sker amek gamba hahahaha

13. Pesanan kpd no.6?

Ak nk p JB nnt aku nk p umah ko, soh mak ko masak sedap2!!!