Saturday, July 4, 2009

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1. It has been almost a month since the last time i heard anything from her,not even a single hello or hye, even a frigging goodbye.

2. For the last one month i have been suffering, a lot, for my mistakes and for what i have done.
To want something more that i could ever get is my biggest and greatest mistakes.
And for something to be more, i should have put much more effort in it. History wont repeat itself ever again, we'll see each other again, EXAM.

3. For the last one month, i dont eat properly as humans should. It's either i dont eat or turn myself into a glutton.

4. For the last one month, i have been wondering about my future, searching for answers, and making the right decision.

5. For the last one month, i have been terrorized by a beautiful angel, in my dreams

6. For the last one month, regret is the word i said to myself everyday. Regret for not being a good son, a trustworthy friend to a perfect lady friend, a good student, and a devoted muslim.
And yet, as i speak of regret for not being a good muslim, i still sin.

7. For the last one month, i have grown a love hate relationship with flowers.

Conclusions:

All i seek is a second chance.




No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this motherfucking roof off like 2 dogs caged -Lose Yourself, Eminem

2 comments:

BEEdadari said...

mok. do not live in regret, take it as a lesson, everything happens for a reason, you've been through shits and that's what makes you wiser. yeah, cliche kan. tapi it is true indeed. 1st cut is always the deepest nanti in time you'll heal.then u'll realize that it's just a chapter in yr life. dont take things too serious okay. haha. look who's talking. sheesh.

Shahriza said...

i already know that...found the answer...though rubbish, but a correct one...
yeah look who's talking!