Sunday, May 22, 2011

Mimpi yang sempurna

I had just arrived from a trip I don't know where

I'm in a hotel room with two girls. It seems like all the three of us were sharing the room because of money constrain$.

Propably, we were not even in Malaysia.

It was freezing cold.

I offered one of the girls to share the blanket with me, but the other one came and sneaked into my blanket.

And she hugged me real tight. Slowly she whisper to my ears saying "I'm sorry" repeatedly.

It was nice and warm but at the same time moment of awkwardness.

I hugged her back,returning the favour,but I said nothing.

I knew her long hair,how it smells like, though I didn't really see her face.

I could tell it was her just by seeing her back.

I open my eyes and realised its a dream.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Seekor sotong

Kalau gwa ada banyak tangan, boleh buat 10 comp satu ari. Tapi gwa tetap ada satu otak. Tapi otak manusia kan power, tak macam otak sotong. - Mok

Gwa dibuat daripada kain. Gwa sejuk. Semalam gwa jalan dgn Heidi Klum dekat Victoria Secret runaway. Adik beradik gwa bersepah. Tak pupus pupus. Gwa bukan perv. Gwa menjalankan tugas -Gwa sehelai sotong

Mak tak mintak jadi macam ni nyah. - Seorang sotong

I am, whatever you say I am - Slim Shady, What I am

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

An offer you cant refuse.....

The title above refers to dead end choice. An opportunity to make a choice is closed.

Do it or pay for the consequences.

Most of the decisions in life are optional. Its either you do A or B and you'll see the end results. The path you take may not cross for the time being, but of course sooner or later, they'll meet.

We will be offered with too many choices in life and it is up to us to choose which one is the best for us.

Being offered with something, it is sometimes hard for us to say no. Learning or knowing Edward De Bono's Plus Minus Interesting method will not suffice.

Even when you know you can absolubely refuse to take the offer, it is usually hard to say no.

But how often do we get the chance to offer instead of being offered?

Most of the times, an offer we cant refuse will favour us but sometimes we do it because we have to.

Like when you have to do something to perform at work, and meet the expectations of everyone, at the same time you have other commitment that you have to fullfil to satisfy yourself, which one will you choose?When you know, there are no options left,everything is ultimatum and everything is vital and top priority.

You were pushed to the end. Dead end.

I remember when i was a kid, i was chased by a dog in my neighbourhood. Suddenly i ran so fast that i lost the sight of the dog.

What if now, a mad dog, out of nowhere in Brickfield chase me? Do i have the adrenaline rush to run?

No.....i'll say,

"relax doggy. We are children of the earth. I'll make you an offer you cant refuse. Either you bite my leg and you are dead or i will let you go peacefully,"

Simple approach. Applicable in life. Try it.

Luca Brasi held a gun to his head, and my father assured him that either his brains or his signature would be on the contract. - Michael Corleone, The Godfather, 1972

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Once Upon A Time - SOAD

The toxicity of a city...of a city......

Psycho groupie, cocaine crazy makes you high makes you high.....

Pull the tapeworm out of your ass........


Somewhere in the rural side of Malaysia...a group of kids were yelling and screaming to the rhytm of the Armenian American Band, SOAD.

It was during prep class where everybody were supposed to study for their exams.

With walkmans, earphones, hairstyles and 'selipar jepun', they gather around a table and became an eyesore to those who wanted to study.

One kid was pretending to hold a drum stick and smack the drum set, while the other two had their hand in the position of holding and playing the guitar. Serj Tankian and Darron Malakian wannabe. The others, they watched and sing along.

Those were the days they rebel and care less about the rules and regulations.

Rules are meant to be broken.

"We are chanting and singing for world peace" argued one of those kids when people started to terrorized the group with words that clearly begging them to shut the hell up.


9 years later

The toxicity of a city...of a city......

Psycho groupie, cocaine crazy makes you high makes you high.....

Pull the tapeworm out of your ass........


In a quiet office department where everybody seems to be working under pressure, one of the kids, now an adult is whispering the verses from toxicity in front of his laptop with his work, piling.

Properly dressed, neat hair with black shoes, how he wish he could stand up, sing and scream to the sound of toxicity.

Try do it now, he'll end up in an asylum.

Try do it now, he'll end up losing everything........ despite having nothing.

Those were yesterdays, those were the days.

Peaceful loving youth against the brutality, of plastic existence - Deer Dance, System Of A Down, Toxicity.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011