The last time i wrote something and i cried

I am undergoing a tedious training program in order for me to become a licensed insurance agent. There had been lots of motivational classes that i had to attend. You know when we do sales, the pressure and the challenge is more. That is why motivation is like the fuel that pumps into every salesman engine. Vroom vroom vroom.

I had to write this one essay and i seriously cried when i write it down. I still remember what i wrote. But then if i wrIte it again now, it wouldnt be the same. I think that was the finest writing i ever did.

It is never an easy job to do things that i never did. From the people inside the office, who make friends continously inside the office, to the person who wander around like an insane nomad looking for prospects...at the same time being unpopular among the friends who are very scared that they will have the obligation to help me out by buying my ideas.

It is something different, something fresh and i like it.

Things had been going on tough at the new place for the first few weeks. As week goes by, i have started to fit in a little bit. I learn to accept and be thankful. A real hard way to be taught on the lesson.

It is very different from my previous company...i didnt mix around with high end society...average normal class people. I like that.


My studies are going okay. So far i have never skipped a class, and i like going to class as well. I guess when you are old, the way you think has changed a lot, and you see things in different perspective and it is no longer boring going to class.

By the way, the title of the essay that i wrote was......i cant remember what i put as a title, But there are 4 major key points based on the questions given. I will try someday, in the dark of the night, try to get back to the emotions and write again like that.

These are the key questions. Answer all 4 and put it into one essay.

- who am i?
- where am i?
- where am i going?
- how am i gonna get there?

Anybody who is reading this, whether you are a ghost or even my alter ego,i would like to congratulate you for reading this. Once you read and you write the answers,there will be some changes. Write at least one long paragraph for an answer. 5 to 6 sentences. I dont know how to explain..but just do answer the question, and lets share it..after all,sharing is caring.

People seldom see the halting and painful steps by which the most insignificant success is achieved. - Anne Sullivan